Tup tap, tup tap..
Final exam is already
around the corner..
Ya Allah, what should I do?
Huhuhu...
I'm very scared but
inshAllah
I gonna be fine.
I want 3.0 and above for
my cgpa..
I need to study smart
and hard..
Hahaha...
Allah please bless me and
my brother and sister in Islam..

Its been ages since I did not blog...
huhu..
Well, blogging completely is not me
but to past my time, I guess why not...
Miserable, yes my life is miserable
and I'm sorry Allah to say such a thing
and I also know that it is my own fault.
I know that..
I know when I start entering main camp
I should concentrate more on my study
where am I, in the middle of jungle??
hello main camp OK, its a main camp
not a la la land..
good pointer?
good job near in the future?
helping those in needs?
With this kind of attitude
and behaviour, I do not think so..
Gosh, I need to change.
By saying those word would never
make me changed.
I know that..
I need to put some effort in it.
I also know that..
And then tawakkal..

Narrated Abu Huraira (Radi'Allahu anhu):

Allah's Apostle (Sall'Allahu alaihi wa sallam) said,

"Allah said,
'I will declare war against him who shows hostility to a pious worshipper of Mine. And the most beloved things with which My slave comes nearer to Me, is what I have enjoined upon him; and My slave keeps on coming closer to Me through performing Nawafil (praying or doing extra deeds besides what is obligatory) till I love him, so I become his sense of hearing with which he hears, and his sense of sight with which he sees, and his hand with which he grips, and his leg with which he walks; and if he asks Me, I will give him, and if he asks My protection (Refuge), I will protect him; (i.e. give him My Refuge) and I do not hesitate to do anything as I hesitate to take the soul of the believer, for he hates death, and I hate to disappoint him."
(Sahih Bukhari ~ Book #76, Hadith #509)

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hmm,

let me think....
what kind of blog i shld post 2day...

let me tell u about the dream i had last night...

kind of scary, coz i'm marrying my own cousin...
noooooooooooooooooooooooo....
i don't want to marry him, Ya ALLAH...

n in my dream my mother didn't say anything....

i try to run away, really as fast as i could

n as far as i could...

huhhuhuhu....
what a nightmare......

original msg from http://blogs.muxlim.com/Jiya/tears-of-rasulullah-saw/

THE TEARS OF RASULULLAH ...(S.A.W) Suddenly, there was a person said salaam. May I come in?" he asked. But Fatimah did not allow him enter the room. "I'm sorry, my father is ill," said Fatimah turned her body back and closed the door. She went back to her father who had opened his eyes and asked Fatimah, "Who was he, my daughter?" "I don'tknow, my father. It was the first time for me to see him," Fatimah said gently. Then, Rasulullah looked at his daughter with trembled look, as if he wanted to reminisce about every part of his daughter's face. "Know one thing! He is who erases the temporary pleasure; he is who separates the companionship in the world. He is the death angel," said Rasulullah . Fatimah bore the bomb of her cry. The death angel came toward him, But Rasulullah asked why Jibril did not come along with him. Then, Jibril was called. Jibril was ready in the sky to welcome the soul of Habibullah and the leader of the earth. "O Jibril, explain to me about my rights in front of ALLAH?" Rasulullah asked with the weakest voice. "The doors of the sky have opened, the angels are waiting for your soul." "All jannats open widely waiting for you," Jibril said. But, in fact, those all did not make Rasulullah relieved, his eyes were still full of worry."You are not happy to hear this news?" asked Jibril. "Tell me about the destiny of my people in future?" "Don't worry, o Rasul ALLAH . I heard ALLAH told me: 'I make jannat haram for every one, except the people of Muhammad are inside it," Jibril said. It became closer and closer, the time for Malaekat Izrail to do his work.Slowly, Rasulullah's soul was pulled. It was seen that the body of Rasulullah was full of sweat; the nerves of his neck became tight. "Jibril, how painful this sakaratul maut is!" Rasulullah uttered a groan slowly. Fatimah closed her eyes, Ali sat beside her bowing deeply and Jibril turned his face back. "Am I repugnant to you that you turn your face back o Jibril?" Rasulullah asked to the Deliverer of Wahyu. "Who is the one who could see the Habibullah in his sakaratul maut," Jibril said. Not for a while, Rasulullah uttered a groan because of unbearable pain. "O ALLAH, how great is this sakaratul maut. Give me all these pains,don't to my people." The body of Rasulullah became cold, his feet and chest did not move anymore. His lips vibrated as if he wanted to say something, Ali took his ear close to Rasulullah . "Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku – take care the saalat and take care the weak people among you." Outside the room, there were cries shouted at each other, sahabah held each other. Fatimah closed her face with her hands and, again, Ali took his ear close to Rasulullah's mouth which became bluish. "Ummatii, ummatii, ummatii?" – "My people, my people, my people." And the life of the noble man ended.Could we love each other like him? Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi. How deep is Rasulullah's love to us. Note: Send this to all your Muslim friends so that the awareness to love ALLAH and His Rasul appears as ALLAH and His Rasul love us – because –truly – the other loves, except it is only fana thing. Ameen…Don't worry if people hate you because there are many others who love and care you in the earth. But be worried if ALLAH hates you because there is no other who loves and cares for you in akhirat

Ya Allah, aku tak sanggup ke neraka walau sesaat cuma

tp aku juga taw syurga-Mu x layak utk hamba spt aku

Aku adalah hamba yg penuh ngan dosa

Apakah dosa ku dpt dimaafkan olehMu

Ya Allah aku ingin bertaubat

dan ya Allah aku ingin menyedarkan saudara islam ku

 mengenai jalan yg harus kite sme lalui

iaitu jalan yg diredhai olehMu

jalan yg berlandaskan Al- Quran n Sunnah

namun apa kan daya aku x kuat utk menghadapi ujian mu yg kecil

berbanding apa yg dilalui oleh Nabi Muhamad SAW

ya Allah, apakah saya sorang hamba yg solehah.....

ya Allah, nape daku still sayang dan cinta akn dunia nie...

walhal saya taw dunia nie cuma sementara....

dunia akhirat adalah yg kekal dan selamanyer

namun aku cinta dunia nie lebih..

ya Allah, hamba mu ini mau dekat dgn Mu...

saya ingin berjihad utk agamaku, agama islam

agama yg benar dan lurus....